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Name: Sarah
Location: Plano, Texas, United States
Birthday: 8/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: What I like ~*~*~*~
JASON THE HOTTEST GUY ON THE PLANET, tic tac toe, SOFTBALL, My softball girls, smiling, laughing, hanging with friends, spice girls, dream street, Jessie mccartney, Johnny storm, yawning, saturday morning cartoons, I love lucy, sabrina the teenage witch, cheerleading movies,telephone (the game and the device thingy), shiny stuff, no cheese pizza, Finding Nemo(hehe good times), dori, Ice age, Music, Napoleon Dynamite, Pedro, doggies, farrets, wind, trampelines, shoelaces, the game mafia, uno, dancing, singing, limbo, cartoon characters, toothbrushes, mittens, driving, singing in the rain,umbrellas,Mustang Gt, water polo, sincrinized swimming, lady bugs, shimmery stuff,Slip N slides,going down stairs in sleeping bags, making funny movies, Youve got mail, rollerblading, writing stuff, and most importantly
~I LOVE JESUS~
Expertise: ~puppet shows~
~Croquet~
~shucking corn~
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  Itsgonabelove8
Member Since:
12/5/2004
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| So I feel kind of bad because my last message on here was rather depressing and sad and I dont want yall to think I am some depressed dark person cause I am really not... I have been blessed with many awesome experiences and I have amazing friends...High school made me realize something tho...especially Canyon Creek...People are going to be fake no matter how close you are to them...something about the creek keeps you all bottled up inside with who you really are...your living in a safety net basically...I went to public school till I was in 8th grade then I went to a private school....I wasnt as sheltered as most people were at the creek...but coming to college and experiencing it made me realize I was living in a net too.....living as a fake person..backstabbing my so called best friends and they doing the same...being ditched by close friends for a crazy ex..that all bothered me over the summer...but Now i dont care I have a you dont like me get over it or dont talk to me attitude...you cant change people just know that...because you WILL waste your time..and time is short.....
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| Whoa havent been on this in forever.....its been over a year since I have last been on this...and its weird looking at how my life used to be..everything seemed so in place....my friends were awesome at the time...who knew that one instant could change who you were friends with....my family was together and could be called somewhat of a happy family....now my parents are divorced...my dad kicked me out of my house because I refused to lie for him in court...so I was living in my car with 2 dogs for a week then I finally told my mom I was going to live with her...things were rocky for awhile I still talked to my dad every once in awhile....but now we dont even talk...daddy's little girl is only a horrible memory in his mind....when I went to my dads house the other day to say hello to my grandpa I walked in my room and all my stuff was packed in boxes...the walls clean of all my posters...my drawers empty.....I thiink thats when it really hit me...I thought that since I took the role of the "boy" in the family I thought I would be treated differently then how he treated my other sisters...I realized I was just another possession he owned and got rid of....it sux but at the same time I am so much happier without having to deal with the stress of my father being abusive and all of that nonsense.....but anyway...life is precious I realized that...one of my good friends died in a car accident over the summer...I never cried so much in my life....I want to say I learned from his mistakes of drinking and driving but I honestly cant say I have...I can not tell you how many times I have gotten behind the wheel hopeing that something would bad would happen to take all this pain and heartache away....i knew that the alcohol would take the hurt from whatever mistake I would make...but God has been watching out for me...making sure I stick around for some odd reason...who knows....but I do know that when life is going great...it will through you a little curve ball just to let you know that reality is crazy and its going to hurt you one way or another...I thought I was strong but now I just feel trampled on...who knew me Sarah would feel this way.....Im tired of giving up of getting pushed down by one person or another...Im just gonna live this life to what I can learning from my mistakes and others mistakes to make me a better person...I strive to not be like my father...I know thats a random thought but it just came to me...someone who took care of me can just up and leave...its gay but you know it shows how much of a coward he is...and I wont be a coward
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| MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL
JASONS COMING HOME IN 3 DAYS FOR ALL WHO LOVE HIM LIKE ME | | |
| whoa it has been a long long week...haha not actually everyday of my life this year has gone by sooo fast geez....well its CHRISTMAS BREAK WOOHOO PARTAY actually yeah there have been many parties many hanging outs and there will be many more adventures that I will go on and I can be a loser and tell you all all the amazing stories that happen in my life...hmm so yeah I really want to go ice skating so I think we should all go sometime it would be fun...I am taking Jason somewhere on Tuesday I would say where but it would ruin the surprise so hehe you dont know.....um yeah some people are so rude so yeah um gosh anyway touchy subject....so yeah for those of you who are wondering I might not be going back to Canyon Creek next semester because of my parents splitting up and also I am probably not gonna see some of yall again....more than likely I am moving to royse city which is like an hour away so yeah I am kind of sad so those of you who were bugging me cause julie slipped there you go and thats the unsad version :( anyway so yeah I have a myspace and its better than yours so check it out :)
I thank God for the TRUE friends that he has giving me :) I love you guys | | |
| Whoa is anyone else amazed at how fast this year has gone by...whoa so many memories that I will never forget....I am soo gonna miss everyone at our school its gonna be crazy...atleast ill be near Chels Julie and Jason in college...Hardin Simmons needs to watch out for us three lol....but yeah its already exam week I only have to take 2 tho...English and Government.....so yeah not to bad....I am gonna miss everyone during the break I want to hang out with all of you :)......well lets see I saw Narnia the other night with a bunch of people it was rather fun....and Aleen Snoopy >>> then sesame street anyday lol....got to love those conversations lol....anyway I hung out with Jason a lot this weekend was wonderful....we got in a lil trouble hehe we wont talk about that tho  ....hmm survivor was on Sunday and the girl won that I didnt want to I was sooo sad but its cool I got chinese food so I was happy.....So this Christmas is probably gonna be really rocky my parents are getting a divorce it sucks really bad but I know God is in control and I am thinking he knows what he is doing and all you know  but anyway um I must go study for my exams so I can be smart and brilliant and ace them all....have fun everyone
Im taking new chances in life and its rather exciting :)
I love my hubby Jason he is the best a girl could ever have...you are the only one who can make me laugh when everything is going wrong so thank you....cant wait till christmas baby cakes | | |
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